I'm Not a Superwomen

Aku sykur sgt dgn kehadiran Aliah. Selps kehilangan Ain dll, aku mmg byk cuba bersabar dari bersedih and memang certain time, aku tak sabar. Sekarang bila ada Aliah, sebenarnya bkn tamatnya ujian kesabaran. Mempunyai dan membesarkan zuriat juga satu ujian !! Sama ada kami cukup sabar, cukup beilmu dsb....

Being a superwoman, it's not me anymore...Dulu aku ingat lagi, kwn pej.lama kata aku rajin la walaupun berulang dari Rwg-Putrajaya, yet aku ada masa utk masak for dinner. Well, no more the "rajin Sal" !! hehhee.....i guess, having a baby occupied most of your time 24-7, from day to midnite.

Being a 100% breastfeed mommy jugak make me take it as excuse not to masak dan do a few chores !! hehhee...teruk gak kan aku ?? Weekdays, skrg aku n hubby stay at rumah PIL since it's much more convenient for both us n Aliah, since Aliah kami bagi mak abah hubby jaga.takyah kalut2 dari rwg, nak htr sg buloh n patah balik ke tmpt keja aku ! so rutin weekdays aku dari Selasa-Jumaat (Isnin pg lain, sbb aku dari rwg kul 7), bangun as early as 6 or 6.30 (depends on the baby snooze alarm) then susukan dia, subuh n layan dia lagi sambil iron baju. Latest by 8.10 keluar n kejar punchcard la !! Balik 5.50 paling awal reach home, Asar n main2 lagi dgn Aliah, tgk Ezora then mandikan dia (tgk cuaca)..Susukan, dinner then susukan lagi n put her to sleep.

Since dia dah 10 bulan, dia susah skit nak tido....The first 6 months was heaven for me, since kul 8dia dah masuk tido n straight up to 2-3 a.m baru dia awake for milk n changing diapers, then continue lgi sampai subuh 6.30.Sekrg, walaupun aku put her to sleep at 8.30 then she'll awake at 9.30-10.00 ..Kdg2 saja nak nip, kdg2 tu dia boleh celik mata sgt luas n bangun (merangkak/ duduk) ! huh.. huh...tak larat aku.Kadang kalau aku kebas pinggang menyusu mengiring, aku angkat sikit dia kat lengan dan kepala dia atas dada, heh..Posisi baru BF! Boleh bayangkan tak? Korang BF cradle position tapi baring...Sekejap ok, lebih 10minit sesak nafas la!! Alternatif bagi baby yg takmo lps nip slps menyusu....

Every month she'll change and show us her new skills....So adorable and kdg2 aku mmg tak sangka, she's mine...She's infront of me, the one that we've been trying n waiting for !! Well, everyone will appreciate more mostly when you find it is hard to get it...